She loved me more than anyone else and I destroyed her.

Jab Khwaishein kisi k kaboo mein ho

Aur Azaadi kahin kaid rahe

Jab palkon mein aasun ho

Aur Hothon mein hassi rahe

Jab jaroorat uss saksh ki hi ho

Aur lafz unke khaamosh rahe

Jab kavi meri rooh uske saath ho

Aur hatheli mein uske nafrat rahe

Jab Har daffa khud ko sambhalti ho

Aur woh uhi tumhe tod ta rahe

Jab uski har galtiyan maaf ho

Aur teri har Bakhshish mein adat uski banti rahe

Jab kavi Saabit khud ko tum karti ho

Aur shak uska bhadta rahe

Jab Soch soch bohat roti ho

Aur sunn ne koi paas na rahe

Jab Jarooratein ab v uss saksh ki hi ho

Aur galtiyan phir bhi woh karta rahe

JAb har pal fanna tum hoti ho

Aur yaad uss kambhakt ki ho

JAb khud ko tum Ab batorti ho

Aur qayamat ki woh raat rahe

Ab Bolo aise k labb azaad ho

Aur galtiyon se rubaroo woh hota rahe

Ab Teri khamooshi bhi kuch aisi ho

K kaan uske Phatt te rahe”

-vicky

Gumnaam Manzil

Manzile bekhabar hon

Qafila sang rahe

Ek pyaari si aashna ho

Hothon mein jiske

pasandeeda dhun rahe

Thori si guftagu aur

Palkein tasveer leti hon

Ek garam chai

Aur baarish ka mausam ho

Falak palkon mein ho aur

Azaadi uhi behti rahe

Manzile bekhabar hon

Qafila sang rahe

Aur tum uhi gungunati raho

Kaho chalogi iss safar mein?

AZAAD PANCHI

“Ye jo mohabbat bhari teri ankhen hein

Inme na jaane kitne gum humne jhaake hein”

Hothon ki laali jaise chandan ki daali

Sunheri

Jo chuna chahe koi farebi

Toh zehereli “

Sitam na kar aise khud pe

Ye sab hai ek tamasha

Zindagi berehem hai

Ho rahi sirf hatasha

Wajood kho kar apni

Kavi khud ko paa na sakogi

Jaise sirf panchi samhaj kar khudko

Udd na sakogi

Pankh felaw tum Aise

Ki kavi rukkna na sikha ho

Jo ruki v tum kisi din

Toh chaaro taraf tum

Aur tumhari azaadi ho”

“One last try and…..”

vickyagarwal

Aj fir ek koshis ki mene usse bulane ki

Keh diya mene ki taakat nahi ab bhulane ki
Akhir q rou mein v itna
Takleef thori usse v ho
Bhale dekhne hi aye wo mujhe
Par meri stithi ka ehsaas toh ho
Yaad dilane lagi wo ghuzre lamho ko
Un lamho mein hui meri galtiyon ko
Maani thi mene apni galtiyaan tab
Or ab v
Bas chahta tha ki ek akhri mauka toh naseeb ho
Par nah……..;………………………..
, wo apni zid pe arri thi
Guzre lamho se muh mod chukki thi
Kehne lagi k mein bas apne aj aur kal mein
G rahi hun
Apne naye sathi k nazro mein apna bhawishya dhund rahi hun
Ab nahin aungi tumhari zindagi mein
Tumhe bhul chukki hun…
Unhi guzre lamho mein
Magar hum v apni zidd pe arre the
Unse pyaar karne ka wada jo karte the
Dua kardi humne uske ache…

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Best friend

Sorry if i ever blame 

Coz you, 
Were not just a name 
Lossing you i never had thought 
Life was not tough
We could have fought 
 like the time you flew 
But This would happen someday 
I really knew 
It breaks my heart when you are not near 
How will we confront 
Is all i fear 
I missed you every single day 
And on my empty arms 
Your thoughts still lay 
And i even miss the old us 
Hand in hand 
We had so much fuss 

Mirror

Mann q na shaant hai
Kehne ko kya baat hai 
Chupaye chupaye bethe hein 
Apne logon se q darte hein 
Kaisi ye ghabraat hai 
Mann q na shaant hai 
Chidchida sa hogaya hai dil 
Biswaas na karta hai kisi ka 
Gairon k gair aur na apno k 
Apne pann ka 
Khud mein hi rehna chahta hai ye dil 
Maza ye circus ka 
Akela le raha hai ab ye dil 
Bhatakte hue iss circus mein 
Kisi ne usse ayina dikhlaya 
Aj pehli baar kisi funkaar ne 
Apne chahite ko rulaya
Keh na sakka woh saksh 
Uske iss harkat pe 
Akhir issi ayine ne  usse 
Uske mann ko darshaya 
So raha tha wo 
apne maa k god mein 
Hoga ye humesha 
Tha wo iss bharam  mein.
Akele pann ka ye ehsaas 
Yun hone laga 
Akhir ek  yug sesh hone laga 
Nah chahta tha wo ye badlaw
Apni zindagi mein 
Akhir so raha tha wo 
Apne  maa k god mein.